Dear Matthew
I like you a lot
I realize you’re in a relationship with someone right now
and I respect that
I would like you to know
that if you’re ever single in the future
and want to come visit me in California
I would be open to spending time with you
and finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song
Dear Jonathan
I liked you too much
I used to be attracted to boys
who would lie to me and think solely about themselves
and you were plenty self-destructive f
or my taste at the time
I used to say the more tragic
the better the truth
is whenever I think of the early 90’s you face comes up with a vengeance
ike it was yesterday
Dear Terrance
I love you muchly
you’ve been nothing but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive and nurturing and consummately there for me.
I kept drawing you in and pushing you away
I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch and
cry in front of you for the first time
you were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself
what was wrong with me
Dear Marcus
You rocked my world
you had a charismatic way about you with the women and
you got me seriously thinking about spirituality
and you wouldn’t let me get away with kicking me own ass
but I would never really feel relaxed
and looked out for around you though
and that stopped us from going any further than we did
and it’s kinda too bad because we could’ve had much more fun
Dear Lou
We learned so much
I realize we won’t be able to talk for some time
and I understand that as I do you the long distance thing was the hardest
and we did as well as we could
we were together during a very tumultuous time in our lives
I will always have your back
and be curious about you about your career your whereabouts