I wish I was free of this.
I see her in my dreams,
Wish that she wasn’t there,
But she still haunts me as I
Still feel her breath on me,
Still want to taste her skin,
But I know that would kill me.
No! Damn her! Still I choke on her lies,
Still reeling from her last caress, her goodbye.
Oh, how this sickens me,
This wretched fool’s affair.
I can’t erase this from me.
And now it permeates
And every thought I feel.
The anger writhes in my soul.
No! Damn her! Still I feel my stomach turn.
Choke back! Hold my head high! I’m strong!
No! Damn her! Still I choke on her lies
Not reeling. I’m strong!
I wish I was free of this.