So build me up
And take me home
I’ll leave behind this concrete pillow
Yeah I know it’s hard to see the future and imagine it’s bright
I have dimmed my lights down I keep crashing at night
With every foster home I’m roster in I’m highly distorted
And the pain ain’t going nowhere I don’t try to avoid it
Adapted to nightmares so it is hard to stay focus
But homie I’ve been homeless I struggle to know what hope is
Told my bro hold tight a cold night and I hate it
Sleep through the horrors dawg not to know if I make up
Used to scrunch up newspaper stuck it under my jacket
Underneath the layers homie I was broken and damaged
Often wondered what happened if I am loving and happily
I ain’t used to it dawg I am destruction and havoc
Sometimes it’s too much to bare can you carry my load
I know the streets snatch you up so we rarely die old
I used to sleep next to bakeries to gain some warm
It’s kind crazy how you save me in the heart of the storm
So build me up
And take me home
I’ll leave behind this concrete pillow
So build me up
And take me home
I’ll leave behind this concrete pillow
My decisions are haunting me I am staring at fate
And you ain’t missing much then watching me deteriorate
Like an undeveloped form which was born for life
Instead tortured in darkness and torn from light
And my burden is so heavy that my neck is weak
Use concrete as a pillow yes I slept on streets
And I don’t understand why its rest in peace
Even tho it ain’t an option for most that left deceased
I can greet you with a smile while I’m calling your name
Underneath my grin homie there is torture and pain
And the burden I’m carrying is now a ball and chain
I often run in sunshine then I walk in rain
It’s the tune that sooths me it pours like medicine
My music can tell my story more than I ever can
I ain’t tryna get sympathy or blow up my chest
It’s the only way homie I release all my stress
So build me up
And take me home
I’ll leave behind this concrete pillow
So build me up
And take me home
I’ll leave behind this concrete pillow
It’s a concrete pillow
It’s a concrete pillow
Lost and lonely and I’m just a shadow
Concrete pillow
It’s a concrete pillow
Lost and lonely and I’m just a shadow
So build me up
And take me home
I’ll leave behind this concrete pillow
So build me up
And take me home
I’ll leave behind this concrete pillow