This is all I’ve ever known,
I’m trouble; can’t be on my own,
Rock bottom, every day,
Dreamed to drown, throw my life away,
Grow into comatose,
Serenity with no memories to own,
And the games within my mind,
You’re at peace, but all alone, but all alone.
Was there a sign I didn’t read?
Or was I lying to myself?
Holding fast to every skeleton I’ve got there on the shelf,
I just tried to make them drown,
Drown every skeleton around.
It’s just another bottle down,
It’s just another bottle down.
I tried my hardest to be free,
But I was trapped by my anxiety,
Now back into the fold,
Now back into the fight,
Chasing demons from their hideouts,
Cast the mountains to the light.
Don’t throw my body to the landfill,
Don’t throw my body to the sea,
‘Cause I’m not ready yet,
I won’t be just a fucking memory.
Was there a sign I didn’t read?
Or was I lying to myself?
Holding fast to every skeleton I’ve got there on the shelf,
I just tried to make them drown,
Drown every skeleton around.
It’s just another bottle down,
It’s just another bottle down.
If I smash all of the bottles that built the shackles on my mind,
Could I let go of all the pain eating me from the inside?
Death will never bring me down,
When I die, I will die fighting!
Death will never bring me down,
When I die, I will die fighting!
Death will never bring me down,
When I die, I will die fighting!
Was there a sign I didn’t read?
Or was I lying to myself?
Holding fast to every skeleton I’ve got there on the shelf,
I just tried to make them drown,
Drown every skeleton around.
It’s just another bottle down,
It’s just another bottle down.