[Spoken:]
And I felt myself going.
I was in a great deal of pain.
It was a very frightening experience, I began to slip.
I just started to feel myself going,
And I remember trying to hold on
“I’ll be ok, I’ll be ok”
And it got to a point where I just couldn’t.
And everything began to just become very quiet
And I can remember with every ounce of strength I had,
I wanted to say goodbye to my wife. It was important to me.
And I did.
I remember just turning my head and looking at her
And saying: “I’m gonna die” “Goodbye Joan”, and I did…
It was then that I experienced…
Experienced what we call a near death experience,
For me there was nothing near about it, it was there.
It was a total immersion in light, brightness,
Warmth, peace, security.
I did not have an out-of-body-experience,
I did not see my body or anyone about me…
I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light.
It’s difficult to describe,
As a matter of fact it’s impossible to describe,
Verbally it cannot be expressed,
It’s something which becomes you and you become it.
I could say that I was peace, I was love,
I was the brightness, it was part of me.
Goodbye, my friend
Life will never end.
And I feel like you…
And I breath on truth.
Love is the life breath of all I see.
Love is the true light inside of me.
And I know you somehow
As I hold you in my heart,
In my heart.
There’s a fire in the sky, and I know it’s you…
There`s a light, it`s all around, and I know it`s you,
I know it`s you
And I dream like you
‘cause I believe in truth.
For I was always there…
I will always be there…
[Spoken:]
It’s just so beautiful.
It was eternity,
It’s like I was always there, and I will always be there,
That my existence on earth was just a very brief, instant…
I could say that I was peace, I was love,
I was the brightness, it was part of me.