I am willing to suffer,
to bleed — to die for the things I care about
but it's like kissing the lips of my dead love-
like touching her dead cold white skin
I choose to look back-
to see myself
I never wanted to hurt you again
I choose to look back-
to see myself
I never wanted to lose you again
I have been here before,ground zero
the past is a gaping hole
my only chance is to turn around and face it
I choose to look back to see myself-
for her love
for her heart
for her trust
for her love I'm reborn…
I choose to look back-
to see myself
I never wanted to hurt you again
I choose to look back-
to see myself
I never wanted to lose you again