I want to touch you but I don't possess the power,
It turns me inside out to feel the pain of your distress.
You push the needle deeper in your arm for every hour.
I know your life was so beautiful but now it's turned into a mess.
I've tried to understand you but the thought seems so unreal,
That a person would forsake herself and try to break herself with pain.
Just like a child you're so innocent and you long so much to feel,
But instead you push the needle deeper down your vein.
Sad to see you, sad to see your sorrow.
You know I've seen you in so many different ways.
The reflections of your agony are scared upon your face.
You warm the spoon just to numb yourself from much much better days
And you hope that someone else is there who might want to take your place.
Everytime you scream I hear you thought you scream so silent
And you're longing for your baby child to be in a much better place,
So addicted to your loneliness full of self-destructive violence.
You still try to love your child and see the smile upon its face.
Sad to see you, sad to see your sorrow.
Take away the pain and take away the sorrow,
I cry in silence hoping you'll come through.
Take away the pain and could be dead tomorrow.
I wish that I could help you but there's nothing I can do,
I wish that I could help you but there's nothing I can do!
I feel as if I'm by your side even though you're far away from here,
The poison mingles with your blood and slowly satisfies you.
But what I wonder most of all is if you really want to disappear
You keep struggling with emotions mixed inside you.
Please don't disappear you know to many people love you.
But you see you're still the only one that can ever dry your tears,
So don't you rely on anyone below or up above you.
You better grab your life and then get a grip before it disappears.
Sad to see you, sad to see your sorrow.