I don't belong here,
I never saw this on the path I walk,
The blood-stained walls,
The lines of chalk on the floor.
It's getting so hard,
I never saw the backlash,
When the tide began to rise.
I can't remember
The way it was when everything felt right.
My mouth held shut
And eyes sealed tight with control.
So I remember on the inside
[Chorus:]
I found a dark, infernal place,
I don't wanna face anymore.
Somehow I won't stop feeding the pain,
My heart's just the same as before.
So now I'm stuck here,
Between the guilty and the insincere.
The words I've spoke
Have left me here all alone.
I should have known this,
I never saw the backlash,
When the tide began to rise.
I wish it all gone,
I could've burned it when I had the choice,
And now I'd die to kill this noise in my head.
[Chorus:]
I found a dark, infernal place,
I don't wanna face anymore.
Somehow I won't stop feeding the pain,
My heart's just the same as before.
If this is all the love my spirit can give,
Just take it back tonight,
There is not a reason more to live.