I want to hurt you and don't know why,
Though I know it's not like me.
I can not help it, though I try to keep you away…
All this time I thought I knew who you were
But this time all your words were just lies for demise
And your thoughts were found unpure.
So when push comes to shove I found reasons
To not work it out or relate
And get off on the fear that I get when your near
And the problems that I create.
[Chorus:]
This time, I think you'll finally see,
This time, I will not break.
This time, I'm smart enough to know,
There is only so much I'll take..
This time, I'm gonna make change,
This time, you're in my way.
This time, I will not play the same head trip on me game that you play
Unresolved situations esculate,
Inside something brings me to push
To find out what you can take.
When we run out of love and change seasons,
With our lives together at stake,
I'm aware of tears that I give when your near
And the confusion that I make.
[Chorus:]
This time, I think you'll finally see,
This time, I will not break.
This time, I'm smart enough to know,
There is only so much I'll take.
This time, I'm gonna make change,
This time, you're in my way.
This time, I will not play the same head trip on me game that you play
I want to hurt you
I don't want to lie