The acid reflux in my throat
Hasn't appeased my taste for bitter blondes.
I've twisted so many necks
And now their souls daily blind my mind.
Your precence I took for granted.
I deceived your confidence.
I'll never achieve emotional numbness
Nor will I enjoy a single peaceful rest.
Your presence I took for granted.
I deceived your confidence.
Your angelic hand touches my venomous spine
Through overwhelming nightmares.
I now stand under this Damocles dagger.
I'll kill again to lighten apathy towards me.
The amazing brightness that makes you so precious
And exceptional tears me apart.
I need your presence,
But my shadow is tarnishing your radiance.
I feel remorse, but unfortunate events
Make my world uglier this morning.
Repentance hurts but not enough.
Let's start again tonight.