STOCKILL
I look at them,
I look at them and I feel nothing
I hear them scream
I hear them scream
and I feel nothing
I watch them bleed,
I watch them bleed and I feel nothing
Nothing, nothing, nothing
For they deserve it
I hold them down
I hold them down and I feel nothing
I stop their mouths,
I stop their mouths
and I feel nothing
I see them die,
I make them die
and I feel nothing
Nothing, nothing, nothing
For they deserve it
I don’t know why
EMILY
I don’t know why
STOCKILL
I don’t know why I haven’t killed her.
EMILY
I don’t know why he hasn’t killed me.
STOCKILL
There is a voice…
EMILY
There is a voice
STOCKILL
…inside me, telling me that I should.
EMILY
…telling me my time is at its end and…
STOCKILL
She’s just the same
EMILY
…I’m just the same…
STOCKILL
She’s just the same…
EMILY/STOCKILL
…as all the others
EMILY
Others
I cannot leave them
STOCKILL
She’s stronger now
EMILY
Because of them
STOCKILL
She’s stronger now…
EMILY
I’m stronger now…
EMILY/STOCKILL
Than when I/she came
STOCKILL
Oh my god,
It sickens me to touch her
EMILY
If only I could get my hands free
STOCKILL
And yet my pulse it quickens as I do
EMILY
If only I could move
STOCKILL
Let’s play our game
EMILY
I’d try to run
STOCKILL
Where would you go?
EMILY
I’d tell someone
STOCKILL
Who do you know?
Come on you’re cleverer than that,
I’d find you in five seconds flat
EMILY
I’d use the key
STOCKILL
How would you get it?
EMILY
Someday you’ll see
STOCKILL
Look there she’s finally closed her eyes
I wonder why she never cries
There's something keeping her alive
Something that I can’t bottle up
She should be dead by now
With everything I’ve done to her
I’ve given her the strongest dose
Of all these whores she’s had the most
She should be underneath the ground
But she’s alive
I am the savior of this world
For this I’ve killed a thousand girls
But every time I watch one die
I think of only the first one
The first one
She is the closest thing I have to a companion
Yet
I look at her,
I look at her
And I feel nothing