I feel your eyes crawling over me
as though I am something more than me
but I don't have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way
I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit
it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day
I don't deserve this
this time right now is not something for which I can take the blame
I don't deserve this it wasn't me
I cant take glory by something that I cant create
I don't deserve this
I know what her fiction is like
I can not stand before it's light
and I'm so far from what you think that I must be
I just roll myself in mercy
and all the art that I supposedly create
is simply a faded reflection of something he's already made
I don't deserve this