When I'm in this state of mind,
I'm wishing I was blind,
Sometimes life is more than pain to me.
I feel the power of my grief,
Death would be such a relief,
All the secrets that I hide would die with me.
Depression is my only friend,
Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to dreamer's sky.
I keep crying in my dreams,
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away, I fade away…
This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak,
My heart is cold and bleak,
Black blood, black tears,
Black tears, black tears.
Life is like a masquerade,
In debt to myself, but I can't pay,
Soon I'll call it all a day, away.
I never felt what you call guilt,
I still believe «Do what thou wilt» {1},
My sorrow will destroy the world I've built.
This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak,
My heart is cold and bleak,
Black blood, black tears,
Black tears, black tears.