During some abductions
I'm aware of them.
Of they were taking spermsamples
In many different ways,
They've done it in many different ways.
With tubes, with a… like catheters.
There's one way I not able to deal with
Emotialonaly or under agression.
And that's when there's a being on top of me…
I can feel it growing stronger,
The hate towards them.
I've got nothing to live for,
Only stay as another victim.
They've been torturing me
My whole life.
I can not understand
Why!?
For how long can I go on
When they have already raped every inch of me?
Why won't they live me alone?
This is not the life I've chosen.
It is time to put an end to this pain.
I wanna get away from this Earth!!!
Those black empty eyes is haunting me,
Hate and sorrow build up inside.
I must take my life to be free,
This will be my final chapter…