[Intro:]
Tonight on Channel 5 News at 11– a grizzly story of a step-father gone mad. The violent details have left the local neighborhood in shock.
[Chorus:]
I still hear your voice in my mind,
I still hear your voice in my mind,
Such a lovely voice,
Such a lovely voice.
[Verse 1: Vinnie Paz]
I barely want you here, you think I want them here?
This is my fuckin' house, you think that I'ma pretend here?
They ain't my fuckin' blood, this ain't my kin here,
Don't make me slap you up again and break a limb here.
And this little one, he always starin' at the wall,
Is he retarded or something, or he don't care at all?
You bring that autism shit up again, I swear to God!
I told you it's all in your head, you couldn't bear the thought.
I told you it's not a disorder, it's bad motherin',
And you don't make it any better, you just choose to smother him.
And this other one, she dresses like a harlot,
So don't come runnin' to me when she claims she gets assaulted.
And boys is gonna be boys, so they ain't to be faulted,
With bitches dressed like that it's 'cause they wanna be exalted,
So don't give me no fuckin' excuses, or she could get it too,
I pay the bills in here, we both know that it's never you!
It's my way or the highway, so make a fuckin' choice
'Cause I don't like the way you make me raise my fuckin' voice.
Matter fact, I'm outta here, I need a fuckin' beer,
The choice is yours, get it together or disappear!
[Chorus:]
I still hear your voice in my mind,
I still hear your voice in my mind,
Such a lovely voice,
Such a lovely voice.
[Verse 2: Vinnie Paz]
Why the fuck y'all still awake?
I need some time alone,
The little one is cryin', the other always dialin' the phone,
You think I'm bein' rough on you? Well, I don't think I am,
Watch me when I put you in this yoke and show you who I am.
You're payin' attention to me now? Now that I got violent?
When none of y'all would move a fuckin' finger I was silentm
I thought I had this beaten, and I thought that I was past it
'Cause every woman that have come before you got they ass kicked.
One of them was hospitalized, the other one was murdered,
I made it look like accidents, 'cause both of them deserved it.
But here we are, and I thought I have put this shit behind me,
But what I'm feelin' now has overcome me and has blind me.
So why the fuck you're tryin' me?!
I had to break the straw,
And since this little one is cryin I have to break his jaw,
And since your daughter dressin' up and tryna be a whore,
I have to teach her a lesson and slide up in her raw.
But that can wait for now, I'm gonna finish what I've started,
I told your boy to shut his fuckin' mouth, is he retarded?
I'm the fuckin' victim here, the one who's brokenhearted!
The one who no one loved, who was mistreated and discarded!
The one who got abused and who was beaten all his life!
The one who got confused and who was bleedin' from the knife!
I was drug through the mud, I was condescended,
So I'ma take the three y'all with me and I'ma end it!
The cops is on their way now? Well, I ain't goin' to federal,
But I ain't dyin' alone so now the three of y'all is dead too!
[Chorus:]
I still hear your voice in my mind,
I still hear your voice in my mind,
Such a lovely voice,
Such a lovely voice.