I'm rotting from within
I'm hiding from the sin
Sometimes I wanna give in to everything
This sickness in my veins
It's driving me insane
Sometimes I lose control of everything
I can't breathe anymore
There's a monster deep down inside of me
It comes alive when I feed into its disease
It finds a way to keep coming back to me
So why do I fight the monster inside?
Decaying like a rose
So hard to say no
Sometimes I wanna give in to everything
You're ripping me apart
Tearing up my heart
Sometimes I lose control of everything
I can't breathe anymore
There's a monster deep down inside of me
It comes alive when I feed into its disease
It finds a way to keep coming back to me
So why do I fight the monster inside?
It's taking over
The monster inside
It's trying to come out
I can't contain it
It's trying to come out
No, no, you don't control me
You don't control me
There's a monster deep down inside of me
It comes alive when I feed into its disease
It finds a way to keep coming back to me
So why do I fight the monster inside?
Why don't I kill the monster inside of me?
Why don't I kill the monster inside of me?