Maybe if I liked being alone
I could give you your life back and let you go.
Maybe if I got it together again
I wouldn't be belligerent and such a princess.
Maybe the reason
I got needy is because
I never had real devotion.
Maybe I criticized your loyalty
Because it wasn't given to me.
Do you know who I am?
It's me in here with the doctor
And the crowd around me.
They are my chosen family.
Tell me, I'm important, but what about them
Standing there they don't get it.
They're smiling at me,
I guess they're used to this.
Maybe I'll stop wondering when
I'm gonna die.
Maybe then
I'll stop holding so hard to my life.
Maybe next time
I see my reflection, my mind won't be with me.
Maybe my brutal honesty is only because
I can get away with it.
Maybe I'll squash you relentlessly
Because you tried to crush me.
Do you know who I am?
It's me in here with the doctor
And the crowd around me.
They are my chosen family.
I guess, I'm important, but what about you
Standing there you can't get in now.
You're smiling at me,
I guess, you're used to this.
Please get out of my way
I don't like fucking waiting.
You need to bring me my food first
I'm not the one you want to starve.
And maybe you think you're my friend.
And maybe one day
You'll give a shit about what I am.
Do you know who I am?
It's me in here with the doctor
And the crowd around me.
They are my chosen family.
Tell me, I'm important, but what about you
Standing there you can't get in.
You're smiling at me,
I guess you're used to this.