I can't sleep
And every time I close my eyes I fantasize of dreams
I hear their screams can't escape from me
Why can't it be?
These voices fucking with me
Cause every time I lie awake at night
I'm paralyzed by these fears and the picture isn't clear
Uncertainty keeps crawling inside
Oh wander wander along
Can't fight the demons clawing
Pour the cement to my head
As if I never saw it coming
Never saw it coming
Lost hope,
Find me
Somewhere in the dark we were doomed from the start
Shake these thoughts that are constantly eating at me
Submerge my fateful heart
Immerse just to restart
Don't try to tell me I'm blind
It's all just in my head think my life is predefined
You're not so perfect
Hardly breaking this ice just to see it isn't worth it
When you're trapped inside your head
Can't escape these thoughts even if I just fled
Skeletons in my closet
No more room now I've made my bed
Really I couldn't see myself living past the age of 23
Witness half the shit that I done seen
You couldn't breathe have to believe
This is not the way that I wanted to be
I couldn't sleep
Stuck in this life that I wanted to leave
Trapped in the cycle for weeks
Maintaining a smile but I couldn't see
Living insomniac off the track with the words to react
Serious as a damn heart attack
Living life seeing nothing but the pitch black
Get up you gotta fight back
See what happens when it all comes down to the fucking reason
I'm alive
I can't believe it
I survived
And if you're looking for me in the dark
I won't be there
Lost hope,
Find me
Somewhere in the dark we were doomed from the start
Shake these thoughts that are constantly eating at me
Submerge my fateful heart
Immerse just to restart
Don't try to tell me I'm blind
It's all just in my head think my life is predefined
You're not so perfect
Hardly breaking this ice just to see it isn't worth it
Forget the times that you helped me see
Always a million voices in my head
They're taunting me
Creeping through my mind
It follows
My illness, won't you take it away?