I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I'd do anything for you, for you
It's always for you
And never for me
And I need to stop
So let me tell you please
I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
But I can tell you that I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors, locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)
How many times
Must I keep it inside
I need to let go
And I swear that I've tried
But opening up means trusting others
And that's just too much, I don't want to bother
So I'll keep it inside and bury it deep
I know it's not healthy
But you won't hear a peep
Though I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
I could never tell you
That I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors, locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but, my feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)