Yeah sometimes
I feel like
(Feeling like I lost my mind)
I'm as close as I've ever been to you
And then the next moment
It's like I'm running from you
And I'm sorry
That's not how it's supposed to be
But sometimes that's how it happens
Forgive me
I feel lost in my mind
Yes, another pain in my head
I feel so broken inside
With memories I'm trying to forget
I don't feel like I used to
Matter of fact not even close
I don't feel right
Yet I choose to
To go to a place I don't know
Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm not
I feel like I'm out of control
And God I need you
Right now
I never should've let you go
Now I'm just so out of control
And now I don't know who I am
This was never my plan
This ain't how it's supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see
When I'm blinded
When I'm broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can't find it
But then I'm reminded of your grace
Of your grace
I thought I was fine
I guess not
If I was I wouldn't feel this way
If I was okay
And I was so perfect
Then why do I feel so ashamed
And I'm no liar in my head
Screaming I don't need any help
I say I'm trying yet in the air
I'm only telling lies to myself
I say I want answers
Complaining
I'm just looking for truth
And yes I got problems
Which I got 'em
I seem to only blame them on you
It's like I don't know what to do
And now I don't know who I am
This was never my plan
This ain't how it's supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see
When I'm blinded
When I'm broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can't find it
But then I'm reminded of your grace
Of your grace
Lord forgive me, I feel so cold
Living in the wrong, yeah here I go
I don't want to cry
I don't want to show all the emotion, I got froze
I don't know how say this easy
But get a mirror I don't see me
I don't see the things I used to know
Swore to myself never let you go
Here I go
Pain again
Here I go
Playin' pretend
Acting like I'm fine
When in my mind I'm just breaking
Looking for a reason
Wonder why I'm breathin'
Why did my momma had to die
Lord Jesus
I don't understand this
I ain't never planned it
My plan it never involved
We feeling trashed
And I feel like I keep falling down
Lord please help me up
I've had enough
And now I don't know who I am
This was never my plan
This ain't how it's supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see
When I'm blinded
When I'm broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can't find it
But then I'm reminded of your grace
Of your grace