I am a mess,
I made a huge mess,
I can't control myself!
I kill the rhyme again, I'm coming sick and on time again,
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide
Within it, chemical unbalanced on the triple beam.
Fuck what you heard, it's about what I seen,
I seen it happen, backhand brand to face smacking,
Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened,
The doctor say, he's got the brain of a murderer,
This rugged style steals your brain like a burglar.
My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass,
It's not receding, my body going numb,
A bad trip, child, rolling stoned, keeping high,
He don't know what he's doing,
He just keeps getting by.
Go away, I want to be thrown away!
Born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick,
He couldn't handle shit
For the life he was leading, led him down the path,
Where the guns blast, don't give a shit about the god's wrath.
Don't tell ‘em what's proper,
The situation unclear like gray,
And I know it gets worse everyday.
I am a mess,
I've made a huge mess,
I can't control myself, I'm losing it.
I've split all my marbles,
‘Cause I see you inside of me,
Sometimes I want to be thrown away,
A hyper spazz, and that is the way,
Sometimes I want to be thrown away!