It all came down
to that one night in question.
Intentionally, I believe my demise
Was my own stupid invention.
With wide open eyes
I said goodbye to the guys
And set sail for my destruction.
I was functioning then
as I'm functioning now,
Way below my potential
Scared out of my mind,
Going inside
without too much hesitation.
Rendered defenseless
at the slightest hint or suggestion
I'm petrified and I'm fucked
if I do and I'm fucked if I don't
Accept defeat and kiss
the feet of oblivion.
I've waited for too long
for something wrong
Somewhat expectantly
And I told myself lies
if I'm lying around
And it don't trickle down
in the same direction
I was reckless to dissolve
at your resolve
To make an object of attraction
But dissatisfaction
pushed me over a cliff edge
And there will be no cold retraction
But I crossed the room
with every knowledge of your cold
But I hope that I could
make a spun without it catching up on
I hope
With your master plan
I'll be
putty
in
your
hands
You're the mastermind
Inevitably
I will float down river
It's a foregone conclusion
I will be delivered
Straight into your hands
For you to have your way
Easy come and go
Easily ever straight
It's too easy
Say it, say it
It's just like taking
candy from a baby
I'm easy
Go on say it
Put my hand
Right into the mouth
of danger
Baby I'm ready to give in
to the night
It's in the liquid that
we take to elevate
Are you coming to find me
or waiting up till I'm dead?
The kindness kills,
an act of will but we always fall in line
Don't hesitate,
they make you perger what you say
There is no mastermind
There is no mastermind