Gone — I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way
Once — inside — all I hold is ash…
Fail — suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fuckin' right to hate you
I can't take it!
The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you
My demise — I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny — I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way…
To face everyday with this face — goodbye
My demise — I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny — I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
When I blur my eyes, they make the whole
World breathe — I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlling every urge
To mutilate — the one and only answer
So much for memories…
I wanna dress in your insecurities
And be the perfect human — I'm through
I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go — the ultimate irony