My presence of mind
Gave away the route to find
Incessant self-discipline.
And I took it to my heart,
And I took it to my heart!
In return, it besieged all my emotions!
In return, it raped my consciousness!
Can no longer tell if this is my voice!
Or the thing deep inside of me!
Will I ever find my refuge now?
Ever know myself again?
Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for?
Everyone leaves in the end.
Doesn't matter how hard you hold on,
Doesn't matter how much you drain your heart for.
Trust killed on my mind,
Trust killed on my mind!
How do you define
The infestation of mine?
How do you define
An invocation of a fallen?
Will I ever find my refuge now?
Ever know myself again?
Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for?
Everyone leaves in the end.
Doesn't matter how hard you hold on,
Doesn't matter how much you drain your heart for.
Searching for something more…
Will I ever find something better?
All that's left of me are counterfeit emotions!
All that's left of me is an artificial soul!
Even so, a black void in this synthetic core!
Will always mark where the heart used to beat.
Will I ever find my refuge now?
Ever know myself again?
Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for?
Will I ever find my refuge now?
Ever know myself again?
Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for?
Everyone leaves in the end.
Doesn't matter how hard you hold on,
Doesn't matter how much you drain your heart for.
Will I ever find my refuge now?
Ever know myself again?
Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for?
Everyone leaves in the end.
Doesn't matter how hard you hold on,
Doesn't matter how much you drain your heart for.