I try to breathe,
Memories overtaking me,
I try to face them but
The thought is too much to conceive.
[Bridge:]
I only know that I can change,
Everything else just stays the same,
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause…
[Chorus:]
I just needed someone to talk to,
You were just too busy with yourself,
You were never there for me
To express how I felt,
I just stuffed it down.
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade,
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made…
So where were you
When all this I was going through?
You never took the time to ask me
Just what you could do.
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
But I never meant to fade away,
I never meant to fade…
[Chorus]
I try to breathe…