I am so ashamed,
I am so ashamed of all the trouble I have caused
And I am so ashamed of all these unopened doors,
I am so ashamed of what I have become.
That oh, my heart is bursting again,
Don’t leave this mark
But your eyes are turning away…
I am of the west,
I am fair skinned,
I deserve a bullet in my chest.
If I have no religion I’ve no reason to be scared.
If I am going to hell then I just don’t care.
Oh, my heart is bursting again,
Don’t leave this mark
But your eyes are turning away…