Oh my god
My god this can’t be happening
God tell me, tell me this isn’t real
I can’t believe all that I have forseen is finally happening
I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel
I always knew, I always saw it coming
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear
I’ve never felt the nausea of wanting to feel nothing
I’ve never wanted to cease to exist
Just disappear
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
(memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so lost
Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead
(memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so dead
Once felt so warm
Now I’m fucking freezing
I am the once embraced, abandoned one
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing
No relief was mine, I was burnt by the sun
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
(memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so lost
Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead
(memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so dead
I feel so lost