Seeing you was so bittersweet, I almost died,
My heart jumped but my head kept screaming, ‘Why?'
And I almost thought that I could change the past,
And I almost, but that never really lasts.
And I'm shot,
Oh baby, I'm shot,
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted,
Forever just wanting
You.
And I hope you notice
And could come around,
‘Cause I always blow it,
And run it into the ground,
And silence keeps me frozen,
And you won't make a sound,
So I hope you notice
Screaming man down.
And I'll only say this one time,
Your headlines won't get none of my time.
Yeah, I'm lying,
‘Cause I still can't find out
Why I'm so divided.
Replay those few days over,
Somehow I'll find it,
Somewhere in your words
When you leant on my shoulder,
I might act distant but I swear, that it's not over,
I don't want to hear it,
But I gotta know, yeah, I just gotta know,
Is there a reason? Do you care if I'm still breathing?
Or am I insane
For thinking we could've made it?
Oh baby, we could've made it.
Oh baby, I'm shot,
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted,
Forever just wanting.
But you'll never know it,
‘Cause I'm just way too proud,
Hide behind my ego,
Block the whole world out.
And these words they don't come easy,
And they don't come loud,
So you'll never know it,
Screaming man down.
I just saw God,
I just saw God
Outside the liquor store,
You told me I was lost,
Lost.