By loving you my heart has died
It turned cold and gray inside
I had no choice I lost control
How was I to ever know
It was of you I dreamed at night
It was for you I gave my life
Because of you me sadness grows
How was I to ever know
I became so attached to you
I didn't think it would all fall through
I try so hard, I can't let go
How was I supposed to know
I thought God sent you here for me
I thought all this was meant to be
I never thought I'd fall this low
How was I supposed to know
Did All I could God knows I tried…
God heard me cry…
God by my side…
But loving you was suicide.