Feels like I'm running in place
A past I can't erase
I'm breaking, breaking apart
(I know they're after me).
It's like I'm fading each day,
They took it all away,
Left nothing, nothing but scars
(They make it hard to breathe).
Don't know where it went wrong,
But my love for this is gone.
I tried to numb the pain
But I can't get away,
Hiding behind this disguise.
The games I had to play,
The hell I had to pay,
Everything comes with a price.
You're waiting for me to fail,
That ship will never sail,
Keep pulling and pushing me down.
(But I just won't let go).
I know you wish I was dead,
I'm stuck inside your head,
I'm taking and breaking your crown
(I'm better left alone).