And I want to wake up in your white, white sun
And I want to wake up in your world with no pain
And I'll just suffer in hope to die someday
While you are numb all of the way
When I hate it I know I can feel, but
When you love you know it's not real, no
When I hate it I know I can feel, but
When you love you know it's not real
And I am resigned to this wicked fucking world
On its way to hell
Living are dead and
I hope to join them too
I know what to do and I do it well
When I hate it I know I can feel, but
When you love you know it's not real, no
When I hate it I know I can feel, but
When you love you know it's not real
Shoot myself to love you
If I loved myself I'd be shooting you