Open your eyes
And look at me just one last time
It's so strange
I always thought that you'd be here in my life
That nothing would change
The wind blows
Cold as ice outside
These walls that held out love
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I'm crying not under
I'm drowning in a big wave
Pulling me under
I'm falling, like the last leaf
…of winter
Always remember, October
I turn away and leave behind the very best of myself
Coz in the end we knew the timing was wrong, now I'm alone
The snow falls, covering my footsteps I can't go back home
[Chorus:]
I'm crying, not under
I'm drowning in a big wave
Pulling me under
I'm falling, like the last leaf
…of winter
Always remember, October
I am traumatised
I can barely breath
I am paralysed
I lost all control
In my darkest hour,
All I got is pain