Loving you was always an excuse to survive
But in time, you were the death of me
I play it cool but there's a fire
that's still burning inside
Reminding me you were right, you were right
Even though I tried, you were right
Head and heart a rival war
Watch the bullets downpour
Chaos lighting up the sky
I let you in so easy
Turn myself against me
You became my suicide
Said that I would never make a compromise
But I did, and now it hurts to breathe
Ghost ringing bells inside of my tired head
Reminding me you were right, you were right
Even though I tried, you were right
Head and heart a rival war
Watch the bullets downpour
Chaos lighting up the sky
I let you in so easy
Turn myself against me
You became my suicide
I'm treading water
Barely alive but I'm breathing
They say I'm strong like my father
Fighting all of my demons