It's been a while since I could
Hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I first saw you,
It's been a while since I could
Stand on my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you.
But everything I can remember,
As fucked up as it all may seem,
The consequences that I've rendered,
I've stretched myself beyond my means.
It's been a while since I could
Say that I wasn't addicted and
It's been a while since I could
Say I love myself, as well, and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do,
It's been a while…
But all that shit seems to disappear
When I'm with you.
But everything I can remember,
As fucked up as it all may seem,
The consequences that I've rendered,
I've gone and fucked things up again.
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day…
It's been a while since I could
Look at myself straight and
It's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry.
It's been a while since I've seen
The way the candles light your face,
It's been a while…
But I can still remember
Just the way you taste…
But everything I can remember,
As fucked up as it may seem to be,
I know it's me,
I cannot blame this on my father,
He did the best he could for me…
It's been a while since I could
Hold my head up high and
It's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry…