I wish I was dead sometimes
So I wouldn′t have to check my phone
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I could spend a day alone
And not feel like everybody hates me
Making plans on another planet daily lately
I wish I was dead sometimes
Hahaaaaa just kidding
I packaged up my pain today
I wrapped the box in cellophane
It's clear so I can see inside
To watch worst of me escape
But I like your apartment
I like how your hair smells
It buries all my problems
Until I forget the details
That′s all I can talk about
Without hurting your feelings
So check out all the love I get
It's fake and doesn't happen at all
It doesn′t happen at all
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I wouldn′t have to check my phone
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I could spend a day alone
And not feel like everybody hates me
Making plans on another planet daily lately
I wish I was dead sometimes
Hahaaaaa just kidding
I buried all my pain today
Shallow, not too far away (not far)
If you look then you could see inside (inside)
And watch the worst of me escape
Plan A, Plan B
I'm numb but still I′m hurting
Mental, physical, it's cyclical
But what they hand me
Plan C, Plan D
You can′t kill what you can't see
I′ll take on every little thing you hand me
But I like your apartment
I like how your hair smells
It buries all my problems
Until I forget the details
That's all I can talk about
Without hurting your feelings
So check out all the love I get
It's fake and doesn′t happen at all
It doesn′t happen at all
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I wouldn't have to check my phone
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I could spend a day alone
And not feel like everybody hates me
Making plans on another planet daily lately
I wish I was dead sometimes
Hahaaaaa just kidding
(He′s just joking, it's alright)
Not far away
And repeat