[Verse 1:]
What's in the back of my mind, sittin in the back of that thang
With the two double R, sittin in the back of my brain?
‘Anywhere but here,' that's what I told my chauffeur,
And this shit gettin heavy, weight of the world on my shoulders.
Think you figured it out, but you don't have a clue,
Think you on top of the world, but the world on top of you.
I started hustlin for draws and, now there's plaques on the walls.
Think I'm sellin my soul? Then you can come get ‘em all.
Trade ‘em all for my dawgs, yeah, I'm talkin to you.
Where did we go wrong? Because I don't have a clue.
You just wan' hit the mall and buy a new pair of shoes,
But it's real consequences, nigga, remember the rules.
So I regret the day you ever serve that nigga,
Took five years of your life, you didn't deserve that, nigga, naw.
I guess power and pain, look, it's somewhat the same,
I lost my dawg to the fame, I charge it all to the game.
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Please, Lord, forgive him, you know he got that thug in him,
We lust for alcohol, and we love women,
And ain't nobody gave us nothin', so we drug dealin,
You know we coppin Louie loafers just to thug in ‘em,
And when you made it that far, you should be makin a toast,
Got the seats reclined and I be doin the most
In the back of this Holy Ghost, yeah!
In the back of this Holy Ghost, yeah!
In the back of this Holy Ghost.
[Verse 2:]
I said we came so far but yet, it feel so surreal,
Hood nigga, half a milli, automobile,
I'm talkin real luxury, don't feel a bump in the road,
We ain't like the rest of these niggas that fall out over hoes.
Thought you my nigga forever, thought that you could be trusted,
Man, I found out you takin it, really had me disgusted.
Nigga, who am I kiddin? It felt like a heart attack,
‘Cause I gave you my heart and didn't ax for it back.
And to be honest with you, I really thought we were brothers,
Fuck everyone in this world as long as we have each other!
Woulda done anythin', took a traffickin charge,
Everyday on my head just to see you livin large,
Gangster pitted, it kills, gave you your first mill,
And I ain't tell you to blow it, I ain't tell you to throw it,
You fell a victim to pressure, yeah, I know it can stress ya,
But you're only a man, homie, I ain't be mad at cha.
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[Verse 3:]
How can ya see out the windows between your shades and your tint?
Sippin good in the back, I'm like, ‘Fuck it, I'm bent!'
If it don't make dollars, then it don't make any sense,
They sayin I owe ‘em dollars, and that don't make any sense.
Almost fell for the bait, almost fell for the hate,
And I'm the same nigga that let you niggas eat off my plate,
Saw that shit from the door, knew that shit from the go,
I guess this how I go, sit back and laugh at the show.
Remember back in the day, your nigga took your shit,
Told you don't put it there and a nigga stole your brick.
Didn't I put ya back on, did I handle ya wrong?
When niggas start actin weak, that means it time to be strong,
See, I kept it so real, I ain't keep it real with myself,
I'm gon' be real with you niggas, I gotta be real with myself,
And I'm gon' be real with ya, homie, look, you don't got me convinced,
Is this payback for my sins? I guess I gotta repent.
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